!licia-it's PLAStic

2007-01-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

Vonne is so right. I took away the tagboard cos I think you people should mind your own business and don't comment. FREAKO :)

2006-12-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Although sometimes I was a total idiot thanks for forgiving and I will never ever forget my PRCS BESTEST FRIENDS:) Love ya guys.

2006-12-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

My pretty pictures of shalomites!

2006-12-21T08:17:00.000+08:00

<--- My money face plushie!!
<----- Me and Cheryl in Jodi's heels :)

2006-12-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

this is one of the pictures from youth camp and there will be more coming up! =)

2006-12-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Very long never blog already. Many things happened in November and 1/4 Dec. First there was a misunderstanding between me and my friends in which I don't know, the rest chose not to believe me as they thought that the other friends had no reason to lie. After this whole thing, I thought everything was back to normal and went to Vonne's house to rebond my hair but little did I know, things between me and them started to fall apart. Like dislikes going around and WAIT! I want to say I am really sorry on that day friends, for running about :) And er.. I really don't want things to turn out this way, and Jo.. I know that request is too much considering the long long time I owed you [ you know which] but I hope you don't dislike me because of this, cos seriously, I couldn't save that amount in that period of time. But I'll try. Then Shalom had children's camp and it was fun! I love some kids and like the rest HAHA :) unfortunately, had a really bad sore throat, couldn't sing but the next day after children's camp, went swimming with Rach and a bad experience happened. Well, my tongue is active, my shirt is progressive, I as if agressive. haha, I mean, THAT'S ME. My brother introduced a nice song to me called "I surrender all" He told me that Kenneth sang it and he almost fell in love with Kenneth, [LOOK OUT KENNETH!] ok, the song is nice :) and some of my friends say my blog skin is racist. So, gonna change it soon or maybe now! Nah... troublesome. 4 Dec was my brother's birthday and we went to Jack's place to eat. I ordered some fire steak, and it was REALLY ON FIRE. The indian guy sounded like Dinesh though and he came in, carrying the steak, poured brandy in it and set it on fire. COOL.... everyone was staring hard at my steak :) However despite the coolness, the steak was well done, not medium well like I asked for. heh heh heh. My mum bought two lil' strawberry cakes for me and my bro, it was really, DELICIOUS. and then, no more. Voices down to today. Nothing special happened so nothing to talk about :) Love you guys!

2006-11-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

Love you!!

2006-11-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Here are some more pictures! from Jo

2006-11-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people! long time never post anything new. well, today's post is just on pictures of me and Jo! Happy admiring :)

2006-10-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

hey! Today went to white sands with Jolin. You know the ice cream Uzumaki? Or smt like that, they had really cute mascots to advertise. Check it out! The Jap doll is called Yuki and the ice cream, ya Uzumaki Ice cream haha

2006-10-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hey! Today had a movie marathon at Jo's house. haha. Watched WET DREAMS 2 [nothing much actually..] Ice princess and hahah!! one show.
called shoe fairy. Very boring one I tell you, I can imagine those people buying 8 to 9 dollars cinema tickets for that show and commiting suicide or regret deeply. The commonest sentence used was," the prince charming and princess lived happily ever after" Keep repeating and several staring scenes too.hahah! Oh ya, say I am typical girl or what but I absolutely love this show GONG =D I especially love the golden hair guy. LURB LURB! He is too cute to be true.haha! went to Lee wei song's concert at esplanade but nothing great cos, the singers were.. ok ok. hahah. Not those WOH! type and I don't think Scott sang too well.. sorry Ting I think he got his way through cos if you noticed, they kept emphasizing on him being cute. haha :) SORRY! I love love LU JUN sososososo much! love me love him GOODBYE

2006-10-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah... vonne took this.. not to mean anything. Nice boob :)
LALALALLALA DON'T COMMENT
Don't meet me and tell me about this picture I warn you.
Don't Aiyoh me.
I loathe you =D

2006-10-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

yo! phew, never blog for a while already. Had a really good time on Saturday, 14 Oct Michelle invited us to her house's BBQ. cool! Lester was asking why do I have BBQ all the time hahah! cos I am sheer popular darling! Her condo is beautiful,magnificent made us all filled with envy! I heard that Yvonne put up one of my OBSCENE picture and SCREW YOU PSYHCOBEUATYDRAMAQUEEN! hahah XD nvm actually, nothing to be ashamed off, everything of me is gorgeous. aww.. but vonne, I cannot see that pic though. oh, we took some "nice" pic.s and nice pic.s :) really had alot of fun splashing water at each other, Jolin took the chance to push me down into the water when I was not aware and later the craze of pushing people in was there. Me and Meiyan tried to push Jolin down, then Jolin and me tried to push Meiyan down, then we all tried to push Joyce down but she was hilarious I tell you, she was like "okok! let go of me, I sit down by myself" hahah! How dumb but nevermind, very funny. we played some games in the pool, ate hell lot of stuffs get fat, but gonna work out :) HAD FUN GUYS! the next day, 15 oct I had another BBQ. :) I'll never get fat, don't worry Lester ;) My cousin celebrating his 18 birthday I think. so cool. But the food were so little, I was still hungry but o well, maybe God doesn't want me to eat too much.heh. Played freeze and melt,ice and water [they are the same thing] with some bunch of cute kids. they were small in size and I DID NOT BULLY THEM. They love me I can assure you! The whole BBQ thing was over for me and I love my home. Today I was rather cool.. Oh oh! I handed my Lit hw late again today and Mr yeo wanted me to SWEAR that this would be the last time I would be handing up late work but I tried to cheat by saying " I swear that THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL HAND UP THIS WORK" I was very sure that I would NEVER hand in this work again.hahah! do you get it? man, Mr yeo caught it I ended up swearing 3 times. But anyway, I also never say what will happen to me if I didn't keep it. hahaha!! Not that I want to repeat it though. now so bored. I think I wanna change my blog skin again. Sick of this skin already and the comic strip also cannot really see.. so oh wells. I'll change it now! :) seeya peeps. LOVE YA

2006-10-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

SEXY SEXY GORGEOUS GORGEOUS LOVE US!

2006-10-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hey! Today was my elective History paper. Phew! I think I might just pass with border line marks or even fail. I didn't even know what 3b was all about. Nevermind. Today went with Su to Art friend to buy some markers then took some gorgeous and horny neoprints. really cool you know. I will be posting one of my favourites in which we look good. heh. Su's Gucci shades really got me addicted especially when it's $200 plus I mean I love it! Now, I am spending some time with it, Su let me take some pictures with it so here is one. cool huh. OF COURSE. such a redundant question I am gorgeous right? so it looks cool. Su say she is going to buy me about the same design for my birthday. And Su! Stop making fun of my mushroom hair when I was young. haha. Sigh, I don't know if they think I am lying to them but really I swear, I was going to meet my mom at 11:45 am that's why I could go with Su on the way. Hope ya understand Love you guys. had a fun time today and tomorrow is my last two papers. Chem and Art. wish me luck people. and ps I LOVE THOSE GUCCI SHADES AND YOU PEOPLE :)

2006-10-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight!

We can do what you all can do so much better :)

Nothing in this world can turn up the light

We're gonna make you feel so fine

Me and su the hot and sexy bitches for life.

You'll not be able to stand us! Love Su always

2006-10-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hey! Phew, finished another 2 papers today. Yes I know SOME people are smirking cos their exams are over. haha. But seriously I don't loathe exams at all, you get to be the queen you know. You want to get new stationeries? Just tell your mum that you need it for exams. Wanna skip extra lessons? Just tell your mum that you need to study. Of course I DON'T DO THAT. *Look away* haha. Jolin lost her brown spectacles but because OF HER EXAMS her mother got her a new one. ahaha. Exams rocks right? You get to on the air con [ for unfortunate people ] everyday. :) Today was weird cos, I kept meeting his eyes. Although, not much feelings but the pounding was there. I don't know man! haha. ok ok, let's shift. Lit paper was abit better today cos at least I could do it at ease without looking at the clock and panicking. Think I would do better if not worse for my paper two. English was rather an easy peasy. heh. I thought so but SE CAR LY I fail.haha anyway, nothing to type already. Bye! Love ya! another gorgeous picture though :)

2006-10-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

When I come to the club step aside
pop the seeds don't be hating me in the line
VIP cos you know I gotta shine,
I'm ALICIA KOK
let me love you long time

All my girls get down on the floor
Back to back drop it down real low
I'm such a gorgeous but I'm dancing like a HO
But you know I don't give a fuck so here we go!

After much thought, I had to put this up, I am all too gorgeous.

WARNING: Wear sunglasses when you view this pic, your eyes might turn sore from too much beauty or pop out :)

2006-10-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey! now taking down Lit notes. Tomorrow is my Lit paper 2 and english paper 2. I hope I don't flunk it :) anyway, been ok ok for me, just that this stupid fool called Gerald Ong, he was JUMPING for joy and so called accidentally kissed me on my cheeks. You know if it was some really good looking,ultra cute and dimpled chinese or caucasion or clean malays I would be just shocked and done. But for him, I literally felt sick cos he is acne infested,thick black spec.s [those NS type] DISGUSTING YOU KNOW?! I glared at him, he sensed it then he stopped his act of foolishness. I bet he wouldn't ever dare talk to me. stole my first kiss on the cheek LUCKILY. On the lips, I don't know how to face the world already.haha. I totally like this song. Very creative. The first part, it is so ever sweet, like you are in love but later on, all the vulgarities come out. haha! rather hilarious. Guys taking girls to $1 shops. HAHA! pity those girls. Got a burden kicked up of back now. haha and today I had a good time giving my church friends spicy and more spicy sweet! Victims: My brother--> he ran downstairs Dinesh--> Spat it out immediately LOL! Sean Teng---> Tries to act macho and keep it in, he's burning inside actually trust me! Zhi qiang--> He is one who wasted the whole thing cos he could take lots of chilli and obviously this does not bother him Me---> I didn't trick myself, I wanted to test endurance. ahah. I cried but I DID NOT spit it out. then qiang let me drink water. haha! congragulations~!
Adrain---> Never eat it in the end Aunty Dawn--> eat then spit out [as usual] Yuan---> Eat then spit out then give me that super funny face LMAO Uncle andrew---> At first say ok not so hot, then later his whole face scrunged up. So cute! so you see, I had fun today. Laughing :)
Love you people! I'm hot yeah! su and Alicia forever hottie and sexy

2006-10-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY NEW WRAPPER COS IT'S GORGEOUS AND I KEEP STARING AT IT. =) =) =)

2006-10-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

Yo! Just stealing a post. Today's Lit paper was like a painless suicide. After doing it, we can all go and die. My GOODNESS, They give us like what? 1 and a half hour to do 1 essay question which requires deep thinking and intelligence, the other unseen prose was out of point. It was about this tattered girl with a stone cold priest. I don't know man, I was left with half an hour to read plus answer the questions. I mean it is like, do you think I can do it with my 100%? NO! Not at all. Then after the paper, when our brains were dried up, when we all were in a bad mood, Mr Yeo [our Lit teacher] pulled us out to explain the theories of being a teacher and telling us that he took the risk to tell our home tutor that she had crossed the line. She didn't in everyway. You tell me how did she cross the line? She did things unconditionally, just like what you said, UNCONDITIONAL CONTRACT. I am not saying that you are not a good Lit teacher or some mean freak, I know that everyone has their own principles and maybe that is your principles. But you cannot force it on anybody else. You sort of have no rights to. Our home tutor was willing to go the extra mile for us, she isn't self centered, she cares for us with out conditions. You only bothered to stay within your line, not crossing anything beyond what a teacher should do. I'm not saying that is selfish but can it compare with someone who is better. anyway, after the whole thing, Jolin teared and maths remedial started. Then everything blah blah blah and results to me typing now. I hate romance and ask Love to get lost. Sometimes I wish that I was a lesbian. haha! NO! God doesn't allow that :) anyway have to go. Bye!

2006-10-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hey! I didn't type for a really long time. I bet you guys miss my fantastic and absolutely nothing but the truth posts with the perfect english anyone would die for. haha! Got this friend. He is dumber than I ever thought he is. He says really sweet and honeyed stuffs but he thinks I'll get fooled by him. I mean, I've heard those before, once bitten twice shy but I beg to differ. Once bitten twice learnt. What " you're my angel." "I really think you are the one for me" come on, these beautiful words are not going to get you anywhere. You flirt, you say you dislike flirts but have you ever considered that you contradict yourself in everyway? You flirt with 123 oh I've lost count girls and said the same thing over again. I mean hey, people talk. You talk without thinking. I hate it when guys say stuffs like that, they only prove that they are ignorant to romance,there is no such thing as romance anyway. But well, in layman's term love=romance. Girls, when your guy says I love you more than once or maybe even once, he doesn't really love you. He says that because he sympathise with you, he wants to pacify you. I never buy that kind of stuffs, I may say it, but I either don't mean it or play along. These three words are not meant to be said out casually if you notice. Personally, I don't like my guy or my husband to ever say I love you SERIOUSLY. Empty vessels make the most noise, action speaks louder than words, I hope you get what I mean. Guys mean it better when they show it and not saying it. and please girls, guys at what 15? They know nothing but to have a girl to show around like a dog, calling you in the middle of the night because they cannot sleep, saying you put down first meant that they want to see you go although their excuse is I don't want you to put down without me behind you. Anyway, stop this profound theory of mine. :) Nazirul and I had a really great time acting as Prostitute and some Italian man asking for a cheap price. I mean don't he get it? I am the higher class one. HAHA! Anyway I am not one. currently recapping my SS I think I'll go bald the next morning. I tug at my hair mercilessly trying to inject information into my brain. I mean NO! I'm dying salivating . and Mr Razak is hot! He was like " you stabbed me in the heart so cleanly that it did not bleed" and his man perfume, it's heavenly :) Oh Yvonne, Mr hady mirza TAN , so hot aeh? cute also. Don't make me puke but oh well! LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

2006-09-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

hey! Finally get to sit down nicely once again to blog. Today Suhailah gave me a Pablo picasso art book from a book fair in expo. Thanks! I absolutely love the book and actually I've always bugged my mum to get me books that showcase only art works with minimal explanations. well, she got me one, but it is Leonardo da vinci's art book, you know.. after that DAVINCI CODE movie buster craze. haha. However when I opened the book, it was woh! filled with words I would not bother to read but the book was not cheap so I read it anyway cos my mum bought it for me :) I am so fillial right? haha. Anyway, today is such a nice day for me. So not looking forward to tuesday cos it is the long bogging down day. CCA DAY! I hate it and my CCA happens to have such a long practice time, so long that it gives snails enough time to travel from Singapore to Thailand. haha. anyway, got this new book called "confession of a private eye" cool book. It is about a used to be private detective, helping poor cheated people to find justice or track down unfaithful lovers. nice book, you should read it. :) nothing much to type about anyway. haha!! Bye

2006-09-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey yo! today was a cool day. had 4 hours of maths. Siong man! Feeling really "can't believe it" mood cos my favourite croc hunter died. Screw and curse that stupid stingray which stung him. If I know which sting ray it is I would take mince it and grind its head, scrub it with ginger and throw it to the sharks. I shall eat stingrays without feeling pitiful for them as of today! you may think I'm crazy but I really like that guy alot k? Learnt alot today and Mr yeo was suprisingly not PMS today. I am starting to like him again. We had KFC for lunch today! So fattening but woh! It was delicious like mad. I ate two CRISPY drumsticks and some mashed potatoes with a few popcorn chicken. I think I gained some weight. :) nothing much to type now. Bye!!

2006-09-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

hey! never update my blog for quite a long time :)
Was lazy to blog and my internet was down anyway. haha.
wanted to do this on my blog

TO THE HOTTEST TEACHER: MR RAZAK!!
TO THE CUTEST TEACHER: MISS LIM!!
TO THE "HARDEST" TEACHER: MR SHAFIE!!
TO THE FINGEREST TEACHER: MR YEO!!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY. ps (I couldn't type this on the actual day. oh bummer)

2006-08-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

This morning when I woke up, I looked into the mirror, I got a shock.. In my mind as I look at the image in the mirror, I saw the most beautiful creature I've ever seen in my life. When she smiled, I feel at ease. Such a beautiful person.. how can she ever exist. I can never solve this mystery. However, I am honoured to see this beautiful person every morning-----> ME. :)

2006-08-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hey! Just wanna express some views on myself loathing to be compared with people from SAP schools. I mean, what's the big deal you SAP school people? Don't freaking piss me off by saying your brains are much bigger than NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL students. You can't appreciate art, you go to art museums to act like bitches with your flip-phone. You all try to act hip by going to Orchard Road, taking neoprints with handsigns 1-10 like what twits do, roll up your shit flavoured skirts and TRYING to scold bad words. I mean, don't say that Neighbourhood school students are copying you people, to start with you bloody SAP school people should be "saints", using only decent english without bad words cos "your studies are so good" OMG. Let me tell you this, neighbourhood school people are so damn much more united than you people cos' you all only know how to compete among each other, secretly smiling when a certain someone you've been trying to beat loses to you but in neighbourhood schools, we TEACH each other and encourage each other of course with exceptions from both sides. And do you SAP school people have problem with ART students? The fact that you can have a chance to enjoy the beauty of the world is because of creativity=ART. I am so pissed that you people look down FLAT on the Art students I mean if there is no art students or art talents, you freaking science students would probably be living in a black and white world with only STRAIGHT blocks and dried up plants. YEAH! I AM INSULTING YOU cos' you all started it first. And WHAT IS WRONG WITH BUYING STUFF FROM CHINA? All you rich people. I am so pissed. Rich kid,"Where did you get that bag?" Kid,"I got it in China" Rich kid," Must be imitation, can't be of good material and branded." [Kid went up and slap the rich kid hard.] <-- that is what I intend to do if I were that kid. So what is you have branded stuff? Does it mean that people is going to see,"oh branded one leh, faster sah kah her" My goodness! you say China stuffs are cheap? I think if people can say that they are countless times more cheap than the stuffs I buy in China. At least we are practical not like you rich people, thinking bozos about how to use your money wisely,can't you spare a thought for the poorer people? Why don't donate some bucks rather than spending it on something which may not even beautify you. Things become uglier day by day and one day, your thousand over dollar stuff might look cheap to you. I don't tell you people off for nothing, it is just that I hate it when you all have mentality like that and do not respect culture. Anyway, quit the telling off. The picture you see above is Miss Lim's ten snap shots of me. haha! She says that whenever she looks at me, anytime, I would be opening my mouth.. Oh well. haha. Today was a cool day in school. I really am a good goal scorer. I scored goals for my team and did that Ronaldo finger thing.haha! We really had fun. And ps[My school=neighbourhood school RRRROOOCCCKKKKSSS!!!!] -the PISSED

2006-08-21T19:32:00.000+08:00

2006-08-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

yo! Today was a good day that's why I got a little high :) Mr Razak was angry with me cos I didn't see him in his "outstanding" outfit at a coffee shop and say "Hi!" . The fact is, I didn't see him and he accused me of eating ROTI PRATA for breakfast on Saturday. I didn't!! haha. But o well, he's cute, I don't mind :P ps: I hope he isn't serious in deducting my marks for CA2 just cos' I didn't see him. ahha// We [ the art students ] had two free periods once again and played until reccess came. Meiyan is damn flexible and I appear to be made of steel if we were to do some "flexicise" together. Gasp! Mr Razak appeared in our class asking to see the ARTstudents and Miss lim [ ah lim/wild boar ] said it as "Oh! The ARSE students" haha! Do you get it? Mr Razak pronounced Art students like ARSE students. Then later he played along with Miss lim and repeated arT students :) *lovely~!* Bought my long awaited top today with Jo's membership. Woots! So nice lor. haha. anyways at 5:00pm was my tuition and FOR THE FIRST TIME: I understood everything that was taught [ Kudos to Qiuting!! ] haha. Currently waiting for my parents to call me down for dinner. Some pictures to see on top :) We took these on Nanny's birthday ^^ loving all the sexy people !!

2006-08-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Miss lim, is this the Albert you stuck on your physics file in your secondary school days?

2006-08-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge :)

2006-08-19T15:49:00.000+08:00

hey! ok ok people bugging me to update [trying to sound popular] HEE HEE! Just went to view 3/4's class photos at miss lim's blog. We all look good :) seriously I have nothing to blog about cos I've always thought that I went through alot but when I have to sit on a chair to think up about my week, I can think of nothing. ok.. on second thought, I think I have something to say. I may sound like a pauper but I DON'T CARE, this is the first time I ate a meal that cost more than $150.00. The price was $192.00 after round off. We ate thai food at Sukuothai express in changi airport. The tom yam soup was delicious but very spicy, I just drank one or two sips and stopped as I had a sore throat and every spoonful was excruciatingly painful as it trickled down my throat. We were celebrating our nanny in China's brithday :) Chen lao shi. She really took care of us in Chongqing, then me and Jolin took the chance to do our art project by taking indirect shots through glass and patterned rubber stickers and carved railings. I took advantage of my shadow and posed like a model. Will post it up as soon as I get it from Jo. hee hee!! We had a really good time, later on we went to Century square to take neoprints as suggested by Zhelin [ She says she wants memories of that day] . On top is one of them, I like this the most. cos, the design is so tattered. cool.... subsequently for the whole week, I spent it oogling at Mr Razak, crossing my legs,STUDYING and of course playing :D heehee. And one more thing!! the art students played a game that we take turns to write a word, we ended up with obscene yet really ticklish sentences like... someone bouncing on someone something. oops :X censored. Stupid classmates, stop quoting from my blog. I find it very irritating!! :( haha. ok anyway. Update end. Can't type anymore. Bye!

2006-08-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today is my piano examination!! The examiner looks like Mozart and of course he looks serious :) He is smiley before I walked into the examination room and later, his expression changed and looked all stern making me tensed up. Sorry for the dumb song in my blog, seriously I hate it, I am trying to get ALICIA PUA to change the song for me but apparently she is not responding... ahaha. anyway! Stay happy Love ya!

2006-07-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

:) Miss lim printed that pic. I drew and showed it to the whole class. haha!! Then KS said that it looks more like her without the tusks, which is still a pig. Poor miss lim!! haha :) Love everybody and miss swan has the same birthday as me!!

2006-07-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

Yo! quite long never blog already. :) Recently quarrelled with Jo, but I hope and think that maybe we have somehow patched. Thanks for forgiving :) that is if you did. Just in case you don't know what is the pic. about.. The wild boar is my home tutor Miss lim!! and the other two are my classmates. She said in a sore throaty voice: I am now going to demonstrate how solid molecules vibrate. So cute la! she is super cute. :) and she kept "vibrating" and knocked my classmates to cause them to vibrate and yes. she is my physics teacher. cute hor?!! I love my new blog skin and it is NOT obscene! I think it's cute and kinda cool to poke at people. I have nothing much to say except that I saw this caricature of Pamela anderson, omg.. the way they emphasize her trademark. HER BOOBS! haha!! The boobs are like balloons, me and Chermaine were laughing like for 1 over hours over those overly exaggerated boobs. we were thinking that it would be so convenient for her to take a little nap. ahah! she just bends her head down : p Oops! getting abit weird now. Bye peeps! do tag my sexy blog :) love ya

2006-07-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yo! today was my piano recital. so scary!! Mr Doggett was looking so fierce and like a pervert screening you up and down up and down, I was like *cover*. haha. My pieces have improved and I am so sure lor. ahaha! got some pictures I took with Jo. we are such good friends! hor..*poke poke*

2006-07-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hey! Created a new song : just giving you information for you to know so that you can understand the song, I have a physics teacher who doesn't teaches clearly, so I don't understand. and my physics tuition ends at 9:30 pm.

In my mind
I can see, all the X-es in my worksheet
Cos' I tikam and didn't even think
Look at me
I am blur, can't understand what she's saying
I can't believe she's teaching all these crap

doesn't matter right or wrong
just as long as it is done
I want 9:30 pm to come soon

I dream, I am home
no physics, I'll rejoice
5 minutes more, to 9:30 pm
waiting, oh it's time
the happiness in me
I dream, no more. :) Sing in tune of "I dream" - by alicia kok

2006-07-17T14:14:00.000+08:00

:( Sure on paper but unsure in the heart
I'm in two worlds yet I'm kept safe
I don't know if I could find the words that I have always wanted to say which could put
my dignity at stake//
Don't ask me what I mean or who I meant cos' its only for myself to know
Hear the song, it's how I feel
Wanting reassurance yet possessing no rights to ask for it
But that's all I want
I only wish it's not coming true
that what I ever held on to is drifting away
because all I want is to see you again.

// I think I love you

2006-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

I learnt two new nonsense :)

" Pi pi pipi pipi a baby shark [x2]
Pi pi pipi pipi a mama shark [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi a papa shark [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi a grandma shark [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi a grandpa shark [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi a shark attack [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi I swim like mad [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi I lose an arm [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi another arm [x2]
pi pi pipi pipi a heart attack [x2]
pi---u----pi----pi---pi----pi----------

another one!

auntie uncle xiao jie bang wo mai tissue pa-per
hao-ma
$1 $1 HELLO! $1 :)

2006-07-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hey "wonder fats" [ This is not an insult, its something I call her so she knows it ] I don't know what's wrong but you seem not willing to talk to me today [look at the date] I didn't want to start any conversations as I would appear the desperate one but as a close friend to me, I can't hold on any longer and I want to know what's your reason for ignoring me as I don't remember offending you or even talking to you today or any days near. If you read this, tell me or type in my tag board.
Sigh, nevermind let's talk about someone really gross. This guy in my school called John Tyler and he is not the american kid with natural blonde hair, blue eyes and a girl killer ok? He has "Hiroshima" hair [you know the bomb that went off in Hiroshima which its smoke looks like a mushroom?] Black in colour, countless moles on his face and really bushy eyebrows. Close your eyes, I think you can picture him -.- He is totally irritating me by calling my name and winking his eye like trying to seduce me but I'M NOT! crap! now when I see him, my friends have to block me, I mean hey! I'm pathetic. Oh well.
and Bryan, I'm sorry ok? I didn't mean to lie to you cos' Kylie is my good friend and then she doesn't want you to know her number so she told me to tell you that she haven't got a handphone. I cannot give you her number and yet I can't bear to reject you get it? so I just follow her lines. Sorry :) Tag my blog ok?
Bye PEEPS!!

2006-07-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

2006-06-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

Yo! Just came back from Tioman. Got a little sick of writing on the blog so I stopped for quite a long time. ok I wasn't BASHED up like Rui said, I just fell over cos the brake was jammed and the downhill was bringing my bicycle so fast and there was a hump right in front and...... you can guess what happened. So many people thought that it was the process of learning bike riding or whatever but let me tell you, IT IS BECAUSE THE BRAKE WAS JAMMED. hahahaha. But I regret not being able to go for snorkling cos the fishes I could see abit from the boat were like so colourful. I enjoyed myself alot though so did my wound by toturing me as soon as I go into sea water :D Bye! I don't want school to start!

2006-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

wow! Just came back from China. It is such a nice place to me.So to some people don't think just coz you get to go to an european country means its so high class ok?! I really enjoyed the whole trip and I will miss my homestay partner Panda, that really handsome guy I had a crush on in Bashu school ( school in Chongqing ) and the really nice Photographer from Zao bao Ray. Too bad I can never contact the photographer again unless by a miracle. haha. I still can write letters to the two china friends. Tell ya something freaky, There is this gay from Yishun sec. I mean he is really gay not those playing a fool ones ok? He likes his partner, the handsome dude I liked. However, his partner is not gay and likes someone [ I won't say who ]. The gay got really angry when his partner kept taking food for me, hold my things and he kept glaring at me. Guess what he said? He said," I cannot stand this type of actions from you. If you go close to my lao gong again I'll become your enemy." I was like," erh.. ok.." I tried to let the gay be near his partner but his partner just wanted to sit near me and oh haha [ bhb ] BUT ITS TRUE! sigh.. Then later when it was the last day, his partner went home and the gay could not find his partner. He asked me to run with him to find his partner. Just nice it was raining, good for parting love drama, haha. The gay told me " Under the rain.. My lao gong left me, and I am left behind, my heart hurts." Then I was like," Oh no!" haha. ok that's all. But this gay is a really nice guy, he is always concerned about things not pertaining to him.I really miss Chongqing and I wanna go back in time. If only today is the first day in Chongqing. I'm gonna cry. ok. I'll stop here :) Oh btw, I went to KTV in china, it was really fun and I sang a boy and girl type of song with the gay's partner. Was so in love especially when he sang a love song to me. Bye!

2006-06-01T10:48:00.000+08:00

Believe or not, I'm currently blogging here in China Chongqing!! Currently, it is computer lessons here and I am so having fun. Bye!

2006-05-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey! Jamie's dance concert was fabulous!! She acted as a pixie bob cat and was a really good actress. She should have been the lead dancer. :) Jamie was bored during the first part of the dance as she was sitting on the stage swinging her tail. nothing to say now. Waiting for the MTV "pump it" to load as I want to show it to my mum. Shall end here.

2006-05-15T15:06:00.000+08:00

Yo! Yeah. back again on the same day. You can imagine how boring it would be being at home the whole day alone, nothing to do. Luckily I have a karoke set at home. I set up my own songs and sang for about 2 and a half hours getting myself electrocuted for about 8 times. I think now whatever electrical things I touch I can still feel the electric current flow through my hand. The feeling was good, like itching nicely : ) But when it went into my brain I was like OUCH! the pain is really painful ok? Luckily its going down now. Cheryl likes the present I gave her. I gave her a pair of golden shoes. Like ballet type of design. Super fit her la.. Now, I bored from the TV, the karoke set, and the computer. WHAT CAN I DO NOW?!! Eat and sleep? I haven't taken my lunch but I don't plan to take it anyway. I certainly feel all charged up and don't want to sleep just yet! Waiting for my father to come home quick to give me money for dinner and extra money to pay for Jamie's split cost flowers. Praying praying .... came across this cup that says " When God made me he was just showing off " I thought it was a good one but abit not too right.. Sian. I'll stop here, the electric current is paining my brain so much I cannot think. - I was electrocuted

2006-05-15T10:27:00.000+08:00

Just woke up.. 10:25 a.m. Yeah yeah, say I'm a pig or what. Just felt like typing so this should be some nonsense.Tonight going for Jamie's concert.I think it might be nice. :)bye!

2006-05-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hey! Changed my blogskin.Hope it isn't too twitsie, I just like the setting that's all not the words. Spent like 1 over hour to change the blog skin, call me no skills or whatever la. I'm still a noob to this k? It is Thank God that I can remember my username and passsword. Once again tomorrow I dun need to go to school cos its marking day. Peck teng asked me to go out but I didn't want to in the end as Jolin decided to go to queensway. I hate to go out to shopping centres without money, knowing well that my father would only like give me $14 bucks or below never above, what's the use of shoppin? anyway, am not really in the mood to go out tomorrow. Currently at Sherwin's house playing with his really adorable dog, Toffee. I think he is the cutest dog lo. Hungry now, Uncle steven is going to bring us out for dinner. I wonder where? Hmm.. I feel guilty to go out tomorrow also.I went out on Thursday, Friday then if I go out tomorrow, the fee is going to be too hard on my father. Sorry guys.Have fun people!

2006-05-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

Yo! Didn't type in for 2 days right? Mid years are just over and I'm relieved! Even though I may not be able to have the confident to say I did well but I must say I tried my best. ok. Today mummy,kor kor and all the other of my relatives are going to genting or overseas temple. The only ones left are me and my dearest father.. Gave my mum a list of things that I want for her to buy it in Genting. I want my vest!! Hope my mother does buy at least some clothes for me or else I'll feel really SAD! anyway. I 'll stop here this picture is my favourite Joan miro's piece// enjoy art people

2006-05-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

Today was my physics P2 and Combined [Physics and chemistry paper], Not too tough. At least I would not be staring at the questions on the paper blankly and screaming in my head. I know I will pass! haha. Good luck for tomorrow's paper [to myself] ^^

2006-05-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the best day in 2006! It was my church's family day and I was in charge of one game section alone. Adrain had to take pictures of the events. So annoying, other people could take a break and I can't! But aha! The best part isn't here yet. Was so in cloud nine or even the highest clouds could go when *ahem* wanted me to take a break with him. I was like "Yeah!" I actually wanted to help him mend his game section while he buys his food but he wanted me to go with him!! OMG. I was so happy I could cry. Right... anyway gotta go and study now. Bye!

2006-04-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! Just in case you are wondering what does GUCCI PRADA WHAT THE HELL means.. It was just some kind of LOGO that I did. That's my trademark action. haha. Now.. my midyear exams are on. So can't type much. BYE!

2006-04-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Today, went to KK hospital NOT TO GIVE BIRTH but to visit my friend Jiawen. Then the SAME DISGUSTING guy you remember that BURNT sienna person? He called me! I was so shocked and scared. I hate him so much. Thank God Miss lim talked to him and threatened to call the police then he tried to change the subject like it was a misunderstanding. But Miss lim held on, [ My smart teacher ] Yvonne was also being spammed by him. He said such obscene things that really pissed her off, RIGHT YVONNE? Damn guy. Miss lim brought up the subject to him that he also harassed Yvonne the same way he did to me. I was relieved when he was NEVER to call me again. Sigh. Thanks alot Miss lim. She really deserves the MOST caring teacher award! Later when we went out, I was so touched that Miss lim paid for our Taxi fare and even helped us to hail a taxi before her. We were even worried that she couldn't get a cab later. And you [ That GROSSSSSSS GUY ] Don't you ever call me or send me messages of any sort, cos you can just go and die.And I won't miss you, in fact nobody will maybe your family members and your friends. Go get a girl of your own age if you are so hard up for a girl.

2006-04-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

That FREAK in Physics. I hate him, so short, so act cute, so HAO LIAN [ proud ]. I mean he didn't need to present his answers in standard form but I tink he did so to IMPRESS the teacher. I tell you I am SOOOOO irritated with him. He always opens his sweet wrappers in a very "SWEET" way. Like for what man? Just open the damn wrapper and STUFF THE SWEET in your MOUTH! You wouldn't like him too if you are in the same tuition with him. That's my lament. - Laments of me

2006-04-17T22:23:00.001+08:00

Hey! Went out with ernest yesterday. We caught a movie together titled " The producers" He said he watched the actual play in London and he wants to see if the play on flim is similar to the one that he saw "LIVE". What a bragger :) The show was really good although he said it was not as nice as the actual one. There was this Gay who was like Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss *saliva spilling out* and then *almost out of breath* then STOP. haha. No I think it is not funny here. You must watch it then you will laugh. Anyway, Mummy is not happy as I am typing here as she is screening at my CME powerpoint project. ok stopping here. BYE :)

2006-04-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

That link side.. its abstract. good luck screening at the names :)

2006-04-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Told you speech day was a blast! that's Yvonne, Joycelyn, Gladys, Jolin and !licia :)

2006-04-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

What nonsense.. " Are you free to meet up tonight? " What do you think the answer is MR BURNT? Like who would want to see you in the night? It is like a horror movie seeing you in the night. Seriously man, its no wonder you have to get so desperate for a girlfriend. Please look at a mirror.. ohh.. I almost forgot that you cannot even see yourself cos as soon as the mirror senses that you are coming, the aura of your ugliness just crack it in no time. Then you cannot see yourself properly in the mirror. Is that it? I would think so. Anyway, he is not really around nowadays, and I'm glad.. very glad. I blocked him and deleted him from my msn list, * it might pollute my list * deleted his messages. Today I got up with a swollen eye! decorated with a flu, I went for my maths class copying the wrong questions and doing the same questions twice or more. Mr Eio kept insisting that I was trying to get close to him cos he kept beating my head and when I tried to dodge then come back to listen to him, he tricked me! Later when I could go home, his butt was so big that I had to sweep past it and he looked at me with those want to touch him eyes. Cute but irritating! Mr Yong my physics teacher is not teaching me anymore :( I'm quite sad but thankfully the new teacher is quite good. I just realised that church friends are not surely a trustworthy batch. They may seem nice but when you find out they fooled you, you feel stupid. Jealousy, competitions and envy, these are found in christians too. One by one I can feel them not wanting to talk to me for what reason? I don't know. I do not really care but sometimes you just need to find someone to talk. However just wanna tell these people, I'm sick and tired of you people, pretending to be nice but having a hidden agenda. Go away. I rather you ignore me and I know it. - the BETRAYED

2006-04-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

THANKS TO YVONNE LEONG CARMEN

-------------------------------------- Meaningless credit you ASS :)

2006-04-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

EWW!! THIS UGLY FREAK IS IDIOTICALLY HARASSING ME! I'm disgusted and feel like ripping his guts out! He is like how old? 40+ and please for God's sake.. he looks like he was involved in a fire drill and got BURNT sienna. I'm not criticizing or anything but I wish to get rid of him, OUT OF MY SIGHT! OUT OF MY VIEW! OUT OF MY WAY!! ahh!! ok whatever. I'm totally ignoring him now but he still flood my message with his shit crusted mushy messages and I'm like HAIR STANDING! HELLO! GET LOST DUDE. I'm too young and disgusted to even like you. PUKE! you get it? Go ahead and suspend my account anyway you are the only one flooding it with testimonials and message. FISH you man!

2006-04-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

Speech day was a blast! This is the very first time I enjoyed "JoJo's" talk and of course I thought that Prof Leo Tan would be some serious guy, but suprisingly he added laughter to his speech. The only really boring part was the prize giving session, it was soooo long. Some of the people were either going to the toliet, or talking on the phone, drawing [me] :) The long awaited performance came.. the dance musical drama. It was really good. Though it was spastic but I love it. When the finale songs came, everyone was so enthusiastic in the songs that we almost cried because the atmosphere was like this is the last day of school and we are never gonna come back. Joycelyn looked exactly like cleopatra but she don't want to admit it. Natural la.. haha. We took some pictures and went home at 9:00pm. Later I had to go to white sands and come back again -.- well.. this blog's timing and calendar definately has a problem so don't trust its date or you will end up watching a horror movie. Today is Good Friday. Had to go to church for service and later for service choir. I was supposed to play the whatever you call it but Adrain seemed to want to play it. so he decided we toss a coin. Tails means I play, heads means he play but it turned out heads! so he gets to play the thing. Good luck Adrain.^^ Now sneaking a post into my blog on my brother's com. If he gets back halfway I'm dead. so I think I'll end here. ".

2006-04-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah! My second post. ok whatever. Today is my school's speech day and I am going to watch the musical! haha. Looking forward to it so that I can mock at my friends doing their stupid dance steps. Really spastic dance steps but the story line is quite boring. Yesterday, STUDENTS of pasir ris crest who are going to audience the Speech day concert and make "encouraging noise" for the prize winners and the guest of honour Dr Leo Tan have to stay back to rehearse. I mean, we are the audience, what is there to rehearse?! The pricipal wanted us to PRACTISE clapping while he stands on the stage and say "louder louder louder!!" so dumb. Grr!! Then later we were forced to sing the school song twice. My voice was so tired I wanted to just walk out of the hall. Then we were told to sing two finale songs, " If we hold on together " and "reach ". Quite nice songs but really starting to wipe me out! Farhan was so funny. He was like holding the mic and shouting" come on! let's clap and sing" Anyway, I have to leave the house at 3:30pm for school. will be typing more soon. -unprofessional

2006-04-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey! This is the THIRD attempt creating a blog for myself.. you see.. each time I either forget my password,Login username or the address. So ya, I'll try to keep this one up but if you find that there is no more posts for more than 1 month, Means I repeated one of the above : ) I'm not too good at blogging so if I type nonsense that you totally think that is TWITsie or SO-LIAN or WHATEVER, I'm sorry. Thanks Jamie Low for lending me a hand in the " blog construction proccess " Yes, I know she needs credits in her life to move on : ) Anyway, That's all. Bye